SBK expositie Amsterdam http://ift.tt/1Qw2vEe
Hope my mom likes it!
learned there is such a thing as “dysthymia”:
a mood disorder consisting of the same cognitive and physical problems as in depression, with less severe but longer-lasting symptoms. The concept was coined by Robert Spitzer as a replacement for the term “depressive personality” in the late 1970s.
sept. 20
i dreamt about poisoning the cats because we cannot sustain them anymore. (i didn’t know the liquids i’m mixing were poisonous and it was for the cats!). one person (i don’t know my relation to him/her) said that his/her(?) life became messed up because of them. what was weirder though, i saw the cats’ bodies as human bodies, but i know they are cats. god what a weird dream! i woke up sobbing. terrible.
komiks
- [sana umuwi na lang pala ako.]
To love. To be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used to the unspeakable violence and the vulgar disparity of life around you. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power. Above all, to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never to forget.
Your silence today is a pond where drowned things live
I want to see raised dripping and brought into the sun.
It’s not my own face I see there, but other faces,
even your face at another age.
Whatever’s lost there is needed by both of us -
a watch of old gold, a water-blurred fever chart,
a key…Even the silt and pebbles of the bottom
deserve their glint of recognition. I fear this silence,
this inarticulate life. I’m waiting
for a wind that will gently open this sheeted water
for once and show me what I can do
for you, who have often made the unnameable
nameable for others, even for me.
Adrienne Rich, Twenty-One Love Poems
from Marie Antoinette
found a new hobby! so this is what i’ve been doing this summer - making jewelries made of paper mache (which i eventually stopped using) and cold porcelain!
haven’t made much yet, though. i’m considering selling them when i’ve finally made lots and perfected them - that is, without any cracks, thumbprints, etc.
have to buy more supplies soon!